Hey there! When you hit rock bottom, the only way you can go is up, correct? Well, here I am. I am approaching middle age and still stumbling around trying to figure things out. On the surface, I look just like you and everyone else. I have a decent and awarding profession that I have been working in for close to 15 years. I am married and although we do not have any children, we consider our pets family. I live in a place where hard work and religion are the cornerstone of the community. On the outside, I live a pretty typical life. But inside, my mind is running wild with ideas and thoughts about life, love, and beyond. On the outside, I am a quiet, introverted, pushover of a person. I know this outer shell is not who I truly am. I hope this blog will allow me to be me. Maybe it will act like my alter ego? Anyway, it has been a very rough past couple of years. There have been so many changes in my life and most of them have been very difficult. I am hoping that this blog will help me realize the positive in change and that maybe I am not alone in wanting more out of life. I hope to push through my creative, caring, and inner self for the world to see. All of the photographs you will see are mine, unless noted differently. I dabble in photography as well. I hope you will enjoy my photographs, posts, rants, insights, thoughts, etc. Sending light and love your way…..